apropos

i had this feeling that something is really not right.
i tried to shrug it all of thinking that maybe, id get by.
i was okey- pretending to be.

so i went to sleep.
turned the radio on.
thought about him.
i was having a hard time sleeping, and after what seemed ages - i slumbered.

i awoke and all the tears that i kept bottled up inside,
poured like rain.

i heard the most apropos song
(the video is a bit gay, but i love his version..)


p.s thanks F for the song.

lyrics:
Turn down the lights;
Turn down the bed.
Turn down these voices
Inside my head.

Lay down with me;
Tell me no lies.
Just hold me close;
Don't patronize.

Don't patronize me.

Chorus:
'Cuz I can't make you love me
If you don't.
You can't make your heart feel
Something it won't.
Here in the dark
In these final hours,
I will lay down my heart
And I'll feel the power;
But you won't.
No, you won't.
'Cuz I can't make you love me
If you don't.

I'll close my eyes,
Then I won't see
The love you don't feel
When you're holding me.

Morning will come,
And I'll do what's right;
Just give me till then
To give up this fight.

And I will give up this fight.