never say never

i know itwas sudden.

people asked me why.

i wish i can say it.
wish i could just say that maybe,
just maybe its about time to let go.
of it.
of that small grip i still have in reaching my goal.

sometimes you just don't get what you want.
for now.
id still think things through.

i wasn't able to send my own spam.
i was thinking that i did much of my spamming through our QC.
so there.
you wont see me there anymore.

this is my spam.

my friends. ^thanks ha? i mean, you guys make my shift fun. the outlook emailcorrespondence and the out of shift/rd talks i appreciate it.

liya
dirk -- imma keep you too. thanks for that hug O_O
chu chu
nassel -- you can still talk to me.
marimar -- don't worry im still here. id be with you.
katio

style icons. ^admire yer style. and the shoes. really.
rae
girlie


to the PK validators. ^thanks sa link and for the validation.
reyno
tj
ray mung

fellow bookworms .^thanks for the books   madam greta
jhoey

emca (emma and edwin)fansclub.^bahalag cge ko ninyo iulit ke edca uki ra saakoa  

tj
francis
maloua

to my frequent chat buddies
abril fuls
sarah
cleo
nassie
chu chu
jasper
anthony
katio
edwin
malows -- kiss ko beh?  
to my wave mates . ^thanks sa tanan!  
ithil -- you stayed when others left. and id stay too.
jona -- i miss our sunday outing. i mean the church and SM/Ayala trip.  
imba
darey
brayan
latika
jamal
leera
gee
yves
lela
klien
romeo
brent
leo
viner
farah
ian
mommy J

to my fellow teammates.^i know we don't have much memories to remember but i amkeeping it.

kating
3m
carl
warpa
nap2

to new friends i gained. ^til we meet again
khan
jasper
oliver
dwight/gebo

to the FCs
jed -- thanks for the preplotted 2hours pershift OTs
meque -- for doubting if i am really sick!  
dio -- for being so curious. we still need to talk.

to my supervisors
tl will -- thanks for consoling me. sorry i cried. O_O
tl apra -- you made me a competitive person. and i am so proud i had you as myTL.
tl jules -- to the fun times. thank yers.  

thanks
really.

as Liya said : no goodbyes.
this is definitely not my goodbye.

to my crushes:

A
R
T
R2

^id miss staring at you. i mean. you all  
those are not initials :)

here are a few of those i failed to mention:
daddy kewl
shyra
chayben
adrian
te mel
dinah
~thank you soo much for answering our annoying questions   chewy my photography friend. sorry. forgot to mention you.