surreal

i am stil feeling surreal.
how could i have own this? 
how could someone like me...

have a vaio.
its bothers me to know that.
and i feel that i am so unworthy for this?
why are the odds?
how could i of no achievement get to own thispiece of gadget metal bits and pieces.
i hate to sound dramatic but i feel like i dontneed to own this.

i know i am my father's only daughter and my mom'sworse enemy but then...


oh well..

please,