alary

damn.
damn.
damn.
im finally done with the so called “prc filing”
damn.
damn.
damn.
how much more do i have to live up with this bullshit?!
im getting tired already with the same routine, same habit..
i need to reboot?!
to find a reason for staying and for finally taking the exams..
people will find me ungrateful, but what do i care?
im tired from all of this…
im better of as someone who knows her potential and aint afraid to be that person..
i feel sad for myself for not having enough guts to pursue what i ever so wanted in the first place..
but then again, im stuck here..
i need something, some sign, some omen that maybe i am still not at the right path..
that this path would somehow lead me there..
for now i need to escape..
i need an alae..
alary.


p.s check it in the dictionary.